Life so far =]

So far, life has been kind of a patience thing..I think that maybe God is trying to teach me to be patience and trust Him even though it looks like He's not around. Whether i'm "passing the test" or not...I'm not sure lol, but I'm def. holding on to what God's told me previously, even though it's really challenging. Last night, I went to teens and I saw some of my friends, so I was very happy =]] Pastor Dave was speaking and saying how it's time for us to step out of the box and into all that God has for us...very awesome. God told my friend that she was going to get a boyfriend this yr, so I'm happy for her. But at the same time, I'm feeling kind of discouraged for myself, because I feel as if God's disappointed in me, even though I'm trying hard to please Him and live for Him with all that I am. So I had a time of sadness last night...sorry for the stupid pity party lol, but even now, that's how I feel. But I'm trying to hold on to God's truth, and what His Word says about me. The verse that Pastor Dave preached off of what Jeremiah 29:11- "For I know that plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." And I got a piece of the box that Pastor Dave was putting people in lol, to symbolize that I need to get out of the box and go into all that God has for me =]] That night was a lott of fun...I had a great time. So right now as I'm typing this, I'm snacking on two snack wraps and a large coke, which is VERYYY tasty lol =D Bye !!!<333