Time to grow up, perhaps?

Right now, I'm taking a look at my life and I realize that I need to grow up. But at the same time, nothing is going right and nothing is going as planned. And I can't stand how I act like a child half the time. I can't seem to grow up and be mature like everyone else. And I hate it. I'm tired of these ups and downs..that's all it is. Ups and downs all the time. I'm tired of it. Time to move on...