What's going on???

I dont know why im still up, but i am lol. I'm not even tired and its superrr late in the morning and I have to wake up early too. God's doing something in my life...I just wish I knew what He was doing, exactly. All I know is that He's probably not happy with me right now..but there's some stuff I'm dealing with and as much as I pray, I still can't stand certain pple, they get on my LAST nerve, and there's nothing I can do to change that. Yeah, it's unforgiveness, but it's like God's not lifting a finger to help. And then it's my fault that I can't forgive them...that seems unfair to me. Anyways, I didn't go to the movies, and the person hasn't picked up their phone alll week long. It's obviously God, I just wish I knew what He was up to. I was extremly pissed today, cause I was trying to figure out what exactly is God doing, but He wouldn't tell me. I don't know what to do. I don't know whether what I'm going thru is a test or not. I think it is, but at the same time, I'm not quite sure. Hopefully, I can get some answers soon. I'm gonna try and get some sleep. Laterrr<3